Hydrohappening!

Sonny has been having twice weekly session of hydrotherapy for the last 2 and a half months.  He is coping well, the whole experience of going in there challenging his nervous and distrustful nature on a number of different levels.  Firstly, get into the room and trust that the door can be shut and the strange person in the uniform is not going to hurt me.  Secondly, allow myself to be gently guided up the slope, then shut in a confined space with glass sides whilst my owner stands outside giving me soothing noises.  Thirdly, tolerate noise of water filling the container to the tops of my legs, treats here so it's OK.  The occasional suspicious look at the strange person in the green uniform just to make sure they aren't overstepping the mark with me, then I'm off.  The treadmill is going and my owner is there at the end encouraging me forward with a regular supply of yummy treats.  I can now tolerate a good half an hour of activity with occasional rest periods.  End of session followed by a nice warm shower then wrapped in a rather fetching dog towel for the journey home!

We have had the all clear to reduce the sessions down to 1 per week.  This will be a huge relief as the bank balance and time factor of trying to rush home from work in time for the session was taking its' toll on me.

He is less keen on the physio which I am supposed to do 3 times a day.  A couple of weeks ago I was doing the leg exercises and he looked at me and gave a low growl.  This was quite a shock as it was the first time in 12 years that he had done that.  I suddenly thought if these exercises are going to make him less trustful of me then I could risk losing the bond with my dog over trying to keep him going.  If there is a choice between treating him and losing the bond then I think the bond has to win.  After all this it would be terrible to lose that in his last few months or years.  The physio told me that because he has such behavioural problems, it puts me in a difficult position with him as I have to do everything as no one else can lay a hand on him unfortunately.

This weekend I had a pet photographer out to take some nice shots of him in the garden.  Again I was unsure how he would cope but with the aid of a large hedge and a very long lense, he coped admirably.  I am looking forward to getting a photo for the album that sums up the bond between us.  He is such a special dog and I want to have something to look back on when he is gone which reminds me of the time we had.

The Water Boy

Well we've been very busy recently.  We've moved house and now Sonny has a wonderful 2 acre field to run around all to himself.  It's completely dog proof which is a bonus and he's been busy checking out all the boundaries just to make sure no one got in last night when he was in bed.

We have started an intensive regime of physiotherapy, (exercises to maintain his muscle memory) 2 to 3 times a day, plus hydrotherapy twice a week.  We have also purchased him a pair of boots for his two back feet which due to his foot dragging have worn his poor claws down to the quick.  Despite being a dog who is deeply suspicious of all things new he seems to have taken to this onslaught of new additions to his life with remarkable vigour.  With the condition that he has got, which is degenerative, walking at speed seems to work better than slow and unsteady.  The most difficult part is the stopping to relieve himself when he can look as though he's almost going to topple over before he makes it and he's off at a trot again (after we've cleared up of course.)

In hydrotherapy he is transformed, none of the wobbliness is there as the water supports him and he can glide along and turn with the grace of a ballerina.  It is so wonderful to see him like that again and if it keeps his muscles strong so that he can go on for a bit longer that is all to the good.  Without insurance the cost of course is no small thing.  However the alternative is to do nothing and watch him deteriorate which I cannot bear to do. 

Moving on

Moving home can be a really stressful time for any pet.  Poor Sonny has had a lot to contend with over the last 2 or 3 weeks.  He has been surrounded by packing cases and new smells. His routine disrupted, nothing is where it should be.  Not surprisingly this impacted massively on his physical health.  In the few days after the move he was more unsteady and I noticed his two back feet had worn the claws down to the quick.  They were bleeding as clearly all the foot dragging has begun to take effect. If that wasn't enough he kept falling over and collapsing.  We were so concerned about him that we even wondered if his time had come and I spent a very emotional 24 hours thinking that I was going to have to  finally say goodbye to my old pal.  However, after a consultation with a new vet he has rallied and suddenly realised that there is a 2 acre field out the back of the house that is all his own!  The joy on his face as he gambles about like a puppy, without lead or muzzle, experiencing real freedom for the first time in many years is a brilliant boost for us to see.  He is even managing to run for the ball in a limited way which is good exercise for him.  I keep telling him he is such a lucky dog to have this as a retirement home!

Today I have taken him for his first physio appointment and it was hard going trying to overcome his natural aversion to strange people, nice as the physio was.  However, she was very patient with him and suggested we give him a 'wrap'.  This is a technique used in Tellington Touch which simulates swaddling and is designed to increase feelings of safety and security.  This was a new one on me as to my knowledge dogs do not swaddle their pups, however it really made a difference and although he was still wanting to keep as far away as possible from her, he was panting less and prepared to lie down and be stroked.  He even took a treat at the end from her which is a big thing for him to do. In the end I did most of the assessment exercises with him as he was not keen on her touching him but we are going back again next week so he may get used to it.  After that we are going to try water treadmill to see if we can build up the muscles in his poor old legs so that his muscular strength helps to compensate for the nerve dysfunction. 

Even if he only lasts for a few more weeks or months I am so thrilled to be able to do this for him.  Watching my boy go for the ball is really my idea of heaven right now.

Vet news

The vet appointment was brilliant.  She was based in a hydrotherapy centre and has recommended Physio and hydrotherapy exercise for Sonny Dog.  Sadly she has confirmed my worst fears that whatever is affecting his back end is a problem of the nervous system and has affected not one but both of his hind legs.  His best prognosis is to use exercise to strengthen his muscles to he maintains strength in his legs for as long as possible.  Eventually he could become incontinent at which point euthanasia would be the best and fairest option for him.  How I sobbed when I got home from that appointment. I think I was hoping that the other vet might have got it wrong but you know your dog and deep down I probably knew that there was not going to be a miracle cure.  However, I have been given some exercises to do with him, practising going up and down off different levels ie pavements, using treats to go from 'sit' to 'stand' several times a day and massage sessions to stimulate blood flow in his hind limbs.  He's always loved a tummy rub so I don't think he will complain about this part of the regime at all.

Sonny is so happy in himself and at times he runs about the garden as though there is nothing wrong with him, at others he is a bit wobbly but other than that he is not in any pain, eats and goes for walks as normal for which I am truly grateful.

Keeping the old boy going

Just spoken to a lovely vet who I found online who is attached to a hydrotherapy centre, she also does acupuncture.  We had a long talk about Sonny and his problem leg.  We concluded that there is no point in looking at expensive referrals to neurologists as I would not consider putting him through an operation at his age and stage. One of the things which works against him is his temperament, so nervous in any kind of clinic situation.  However, I am trying to do the best I can for him so I can be sure that I have thought about all the possibilities so I can live with myself if the worst has to happen.

Today he is so pleased to see me and thinks he's a puppy again bounding around the garden, the leg problem not so much in evidence.  Perhaps he just needs to go everywhere at speed in his golden years.

 The idea of speeding up rather than slowing down into old age quite appeals to me.  Pack everything in, do what you want to do and don't procrastinate, we don't know how long we've got.  Yet another brilliant lesson from my dog xx

Wolves and things

Just returned from  a phenomenal week in Combe Martin where I was learning about dog behaviour from Shaun Ellis, otherwise know as The Wolf Man.  This course teaches about wolf psychology and pack behaviour and applies this to the domestic dog.

After all the years of different trainers and training methods this course is the one to watch, it was like a light being shone onto all the unanswered questions that I had about Sonny and why he did what he did.  Although I am gaining this knowledge very late in the day, I am hopeful that I will be able to help him and make his last months or years easier and that he will be a happier and more relaxed boy as a result.

The back leg is worsening so I am now investigating the possibility of alternative therapies to help him with the process.

Talk soon.

Autumn thoughts

This might seem a strange title when we are right on the path to the summertime but the news is that old age is creeping up fast on SonnyDog.  He is 12 years old and definitely showing signs of age.  Over the past few months he has shown an increased weakness in his left hind leg which occasionally gives way when he is conducting an awkward manoeuvre.  We talked to the vet about it and her view was that this was just something that older dogs develop and that apart from trying a few medications, there was little that we could do about it.

Research on the internet has come up with the title of Degenerative Myelopathy the symptoms are a growing weakness in one or both of the back limbs, eventually leading to paralysis.  The inevitable consequence will be eventual euthanasia.

As you can imagine the prospect of losing my boy is terrible to contemplate.  A few weeks back I felt desperately sad every time I saw him falter and the contemplation of the terrible sense of loss that I will face when he is gone surrounds me.  I have never felt as close to an animal as I have to this dog.  We have been through so much together and he has taught me everything I have learnt about the special language of dogs and strengthened a new resolve in me to help future dogs with similar problems.  However, slowly I am beginning to come to terms with it, whether the process is quick or slow, I am grateful for every day I have left with him and relish the walks we can still enjoy together.  The greatest thing is that dogs always live in the moment, so despite an occasional look of puzzlement on his face when his back end fails to behave as he expects it to, he eats and sleeps normally, is not in any obvious pain and still runs round the garden like an absolute mad thing whenever a ball comes into view.  In short he doesn't know he's old and he's living for the moment.  We could learn a lot from him, couldn't we.